When I am swimming in your seas and in your oceans...

Every time I hear this song, I am reminded of a time of ecstatic joy. Hands around my waist, a crowd swaying in rhythm. Synchronicity. A kiss on the back of my neck. Heart swelling, bursting with gratitude and love. My cup was so full, it spilled over. Everything shone brighter-- I was illuminated by grace, by magic.

Now, when I hear this song, I wonder if I will ever feel that again-- so happy, so complete, so sure. I don't know if I ever will. It almost brings me to tears.